Dear Katriel, Only Jesus really would have chosen someone like me. I bet He was like "That attitude, bossy, impatient, self centred girl - THAT ONE! I choose her" I have lately learnt to be patient with myself - Celebrate my triumphs even more (Because they alert me to the my favorite part, which is Hope) Hope maketh not ashamed....Hope for a better tomorrow. Before recent adjustments; it was hard for me to reconcile Daddy Gods children to their behavior. I expected - Sometimes demanded really (Hence bossy maybe?), that at their being in His house (church), they should have perfected the art of being gods aka Children of the Most High. It wasn't so. It wasn't so because expecting another to change is a frustrating and unfair situation to one. It should never be done. it should not be condoned. We weren't called to it. As a an Able Minister of the new testament; I am called to a couple of things - Acting like the Holy Ghost is no