Hello Katriel So you know you how I was created in Gods image right? Which basically means at most two things, a. I do look like Him (you have to believe this even without admitting that my being pretty has no other explanation.) b. I function like Him. Its amazing how humans automatically act like Daddy God naturally. Like how we naturally want companionship; how we want appreciation. Like, who taught us that? Like how we have emotions. I am an EMOTIONAL person. I dont mean to be. I dont plan to be. I just am seriously emotional. This means that I am going to cry when praying everytime Daddy God whispers to me. It means, I am going to be hurt and sometimes physically feel it when am around people suffering..It means, I can easily be hurt by what my close friends say. So you know, I cant end up being cool with all these emotions. And I want to be cool, no lie. So I will calm down on the crying, hold on to a smile when I feel like just gushing out in tea...