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Sometimes I just need a break. From being a soldier in the Army of God and just revert to being Gods Baby. Dont judge. There seems to be a discrepancy in the two identities that I cant quiet sync and manifest. Some days - I am pushing the Gospel further - Because He came, and the world must know about it. Also, because He is coming again. But like T.L Osbourne says; there is no point in preaching about the second coming, when we haven't preached about his first coming (Paraphrased). In such days; I am all about Daddy's business. I will stretch myself and get what needs to be done, done. When you meet me on these days, you meet an army general with a soldiers heart. The harvest is plenty and the laborers are few -so I enroll and do the most, because the laborers are few. I enjoy these days. They are the drive, the passion and the satisfying days. Doing Ministry Work is like breathing. Yes, that serious. Then there are some days. Some days - I am Gods Baby baski

Dearest Katriel Do you ever wonder if its possible that you are wrong in what you believe in? Like, your are wrong in your methods? Could you be wrong in your loving of God? Can you actually be wrong in how you serve Him? The obvious answer should be yes. Its possible. And that, friends, is the ultimate test of convictions that I constantly deal with, at least once in a while. And its never a pleasant exercise each time. Lest of it, this time around. Regardless, its necessary. It must be done.  When I met Jesus (Way past after I got born again), He was all I ever wanted. He was all my heart desired. He represented life to me. He stood for All that my heart wanted. It didn't occur to me to have methods in how to love Him. It didn't occur to me to plan on how to love people. It came natural. Grace found me, and sometimes, I wish I had held on to it a little longer. Cause then some growing up (A really splash of the worlds reality), creeped in.  All of a sudden, I des

Dear katriel Guess what?  I am wondering what to do with a little of calm.  My life can be/Is adventurous; so when there is a bit of calm - Its never a natural state as it should be.