Sometimes I just need a break. From being a soldier in the Army of God and just revert to being Gods Baby.
Dont judge.
There seems to be a discrepancy in the two identities that I cant quiet sync and manifest.
Some days - I am pushing the Gospel further - Because He came, and the world must know about it. Also, because He is coming again. But like T.L Osbourne says; there is no point in preaching about the second coming, when we haven't preached about his first coming (Paraphrased).
In such days; I am all about Daddy's business. I will stretch myself and get what needs to be done, done. When you meet me on these days, you meet an army general with a soldiers heart.
The harvest is plenty and the laborers are few -so I enroll and do the most, because the laborers are few.
I enjoy these days. They are the drive, the passion and the satisfying days.
Doing Ministry Work is like breathing. Yes, that serious.
Then there are some days.
Some days - I am Gods Baby basking in my Fathers Love - because He is Love and I am a lover of His Presence. Also because His Presence is Heaven, and every glimpse and bit of heaven is - for lack of a better word - heaven.
In such days; I am all about soaking Him. Its a non-activity level that will have inner results that I have nothing to do with. When you meet me these days, you meet Gods Beloved Baby. Daddys Princess.
For God so Loved the world that he gave His only begotten son- See, I am all about subscribing to that Love.
I enjoy these days. They are the breeze, lovely and peaceful days.
Basking in His glory is like breathing. Yes, that serious.
Then there are days, like today - I am not sure which side would win out- because I am aware that each side is breathing (Hence, needs to be lived out)...
I also wouldn't like one side to win out - because to be honest; I am in love with both days.
Maybe a compromise? A combination of both days? But how do I do half of those? I am the all or nothing kind.
Dont judge.
There seems to be a discrepancy in the two identities that I cant quiet sync and manifest.
Some days - I am pushing the Gospel further - Because He came, and the world must know about it. Also, because He is coming again. But like T.L Osbourne says; there is no point in preaching about the second coming, when we haven't preached about his first coming (Paraphrased).
In such days; I am all about Daddy's business. I will stretch myself and get what needs to be done, done. When you meet me on these days, you meet an army general with a soldiers heart.
The harvest is plenty and the laborers are few -so I enroll and do the most, because the laborers are few.
I enjoy these days. They are the drive, the passion and the satisfying days.
Doing Ministry Work is like breathing. Yes, that serious.
Then there are some days.
Some days - I am Gods Baby basking in my Fathers Love - because He is Love and I am a lover of His Presence. Also because His Presence is Heaven, and every glimpse and bit of heaven is - for lack of a better word - heaven.
In such days; I am all about soaking Him. Its a non-activity level that will have inner results that I have nothing to do with. When you meet me these days, you meet Gods Beloved Baby. Daddys Princess.
For God so Loved the world that he gave His only begotten son- See, I am all about subscribing to that Love.
I enjoy these days. They are the breeze, lovely and peaceful days.
Basking in His glory is like breathing. Yes, that serious.
Then there are days, like today - I am not sure which side would win out- because I am aware that each side is breathing (Hence, needs to be lived out)...
I also wouldn't like one side to win out - because to be honest; I am in love with both days.
Maybe a compromise? A combination of both days? But how do I do half of those? I am the all or nothing kind.
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