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I WISH WE WERE MORE

Dear Katriel;

I have a friend. A friend so dear, since we became friends, He has done nothing other than love me and love me. Is He my bestfriend? Seriously, I wish. I wish He was. I wish He could become ALL that I want and desire.

Sometimes am sitted and thinking, How can you just love me so? Cause honestly, I know am an absolutely amazing person, but there are days, even I dont like me. And in such days, He just loves me even more and am aware of it.

He is sent of Daddy God. He is My Now Jesus. When I say Jesus, I could mean, the Son of God who died for me and is in heaven; and I could also mean Him, My comforter, My friend. 

I talk to Him daily. He is very humorous. He makes me start laughing in the middle of the road most times or when situations are really tough. He is also very deep; He sort of authored the bible, so He makes it easily understandable for me. For example, when I seriously didn't get fasting (And I think that was just my mind refusing to fast and, because; Love of food.), He gave me an illustration which included my supposing having a boyfriend! And you would get it, last time when I talked about being wild, He taught me that also. 

He is also Holy. His description even has holy to stamp on it. 

I wish He was my bestfriend. I wish I yearned for Him more. I wish we were more. I wish.. I wish. 

If you by any chance get to talk to Him, Tell Him, "Sweet Holy Spirit, Bea wishes you were more"


Have to go now, Him and I have this deal going on....

I will let you know when We are officially more.

Bea

Absolute Lover Of His Presence. 



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